Dallas

do do do do do do

2005-08-02T06:09:36Z

i ahvent updated in forever havent had much to say .... work sucks ... drama alllll the time ... kurt sucks.... justin sucks.... only people who dont suck are ktina and andy, my best friend and my husband.

mmhmm me and andy are cory and topanga and hes my husband <33

thats it for this update

oh && me and andy are gonna hang out soon and just sit around on our lazy asses and watch movies and listen to music cause were cool like that

<3333 dallas

nerdcore_prez @ 2005-07-17T08:16:00

2005-07-17T15:19:25Z

Recital = today
dallas= nervous& excited

i cant wait today is gonna be awesome !! and afterwards, a bunch of us dancers are gonna go see charlie and the chocolate factory along with kurt and justin. so this should be interesting !!!

<3333333333333 dallas

emoness? i think so

2005-07-15T03:39:35Z

Sry people but emo dallas is back

so scratch the last update, there is not longer gonna be a kurt and dallas, he is now allowed to hang out with his ex again so there probably gonna go back out because " he doesnt want to give up on her and him" wtf? so he'll give up on me and him? thats just UGH! im tired of guys ! why is it that i always fall for JACKASSES!

me and ktina came up with something earlier, you know the saying "nice guys finish last" well its also "nice girls finish last" the nice girls get over looked, for being sometimes "selfish or snobby" so the so called nice guys never speak up ... so yeah, basically what im tryint to say is, that nice guys finish last because thats there choise and nice girls finish last because they get over looked and choose the wrong guys.

but w/e my moms bitching at me, this whole kurt thing is getting to me, im getting scared for my recitl i just have all this shit on my mind and i dont know what to do so im going to end this update here. bye

<///3

nerdcore_prez @ 2005-07-13T15:39:00

2005-07-13T22:58:52Z

Okay i havent updated in a while so here i go.

Nothing really has happened, just been hanging with friends, working, and rehearsing, cause my recital is sunday, so everyday this week i have something going on, like yesterday i had jazz, today i have ballet, tomorrow i have opening&finale rehearsel, friday i have jazz tech rehearsel at the artmeus ham hall, sat. i have opening and finale tech rehearsel, then later that night i have ballet rehearsel, then on sunday i have dress rehearsel in the morning, then the show that night, so im a busy person .. wow .. lol and yeah.

Last night was crazy but great, okay i had to work yesterday 9-3, then after work i went home, kurt and justin came over, and my mom forgot i had a doctors appoinment, so they decided they would go with me ( along with ktina) so we all go there, i get my presciption filled then we head home, hang out, we all fight over the bed, somehow all 4 of fit lol and at some point me and kurt started holding hands and then i had to get ready to go to dance, so we all leave and some of my friends are all like " are you and him going back out", " who are the 2 guys you were with" blah blah, and i kept saying nope, still ex's and then after dance, they were hungry so we went to jack in the box, i said hey to my co-workers, got food ( oh yeah i get discounts ! lol) and we ate then left, back to my house we went, we decided to watch van wilder, that movie is ilarious .. but yeah first we watched it in my room, kurt decided to lay head in my lap, and then we went to the living room, cause my mom and step-dad decided to go to there rooms, and me and kurt held hans, and he put his arm around me during some point and i looked up at him for some reason and he kissed me .. of course i kissed him back but yeah .. i missed that, i still like kurt, and i want to go back out with him, but i dont know if he wants to go back out with me, but since he kissed me doesnt that mean something, or did he just want to "hook up" which would suck but yeah ..

i just wish that i could be happy in a relationship again, and not be soo "emo" i hope me and him will get back together, when i was with him, was when i was the happiest, i have been for awhile. but yeah, i dont know, i should go cause i have to shower and get ready for ballet and everything, so hopefulyl i will remember to update again lol, not like anyone probably reads this anymore though.

<33 dallas

nerdcore_prez @ 2005-07-05T00:17:00

2005-07-05T07:58:46Z

people suck and my head hurts .. and grrr arg !

i want cheesecake ... for some weird reason lol

okay thats it for this update

oh && i want a bf lol .. single life sucks ass ..well i think soo

<333 dallas

nerdcore_prez @ 2005-07-02T00:41:00

2005-07-02T07:47:39Z

okay time for dallas to update ..

i've been feeling kind've depressed latly ... i miss 2 of my ex's. mike and kurt. the longest relationships this year. the best relationships this year. i dont think me and mike should've broken up .. it was a stupid excuse i used, and i dont know if i can fix things now cause hes not gonna go to vo-tech next year, i dont know maybe i should try and comvince him to go back, i think i might do that because i really want to see what happens. and with kurt thats just a whole complicated issue. i mean hes cofnused me so much i dont even know if its worth it, and hes the 1 that hurt me. and im the 1 that hurt mike and now i have to live with that guilt, and there hasnt been a day this summer that i havent thought about him or kurt and its just ugh! im used to getting text messages from them like daily and its weird. and i dont know. maybe its just me being single thats getting to me, i have no idea ! but i wish i knew ! i wish i could everything straight! but im just so freakin stressed out because of dance and work, i feel like im gonna have a breakdown any day now but yeah well im gonna end this update here because i need sleep.

</3 dallas

boredum

2005-06-22T00:52:11Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. If you were a fruit you'd be...
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.

nerdcore_prez @ 2005-06-05T10:13:00

2005-06-05T17:27:08Z

hey there ... i havent updated in a while so here i am updating, how has everyone been? me, um, alright. my moms still pissing me off majorly. we got in a mjor argument yesterday, andy was suppose to come over but since she woke up in a bitchy mood she decided to cancel things so i ended up spending the whole day at ktinas just so that i could get away from her. but w/e. but while i was over there, i got a call from kenneth, a guy i work with and asked if i could work 12-8 instead of 11-4, so i said sure, not like i have anything else planned and it gives me a longer time away from my mom. poor ktina though, she has to go 8 hours without me... lol i think whoever reads this should come and see me at work!!! i work at the jack in the box on desert inn and pecos-mcleod! so go go go go go! plz! if ya love me ! lol well yeah .. what else .. oh the boy life ... who knows! lol since complicated and confusing and i have no idea whats going on, but whats new? lol i think i might just stay single for the summer .. and just have random hook ups and friends with benefits... because yeah those are always fun and it takes the stress out of the term "boyfriend and girlfriend" iono ... cause knowing me i'll say something like that then 2 weeks later i will have a b/f lol i just cant wait till august 17th, its going to ktinas sweet 16, even though her bday is on august 21st but her moms not off on the 21st, which means ktina will have 2 parties. so yeah thats it for this update. bye bye people

<3 dallas

dissolve and decay theres nothing left for me

2005-05-29T04:03:24Z

yay!! tomorrow i have oriention at work, where i get to learn how to do everything then on tuesday i have to get my health card, woot woot! im glad i actually got a job because that means i get to get out of the house more which means i get to get away from my mom. shes been driving me crazy, all she does it argue with me and start shit and its freakin annoying. earlier she told me that she hates me and that im a bitch and she wouldnt leave me alone so i picked up my shoes and purse and said i was leaving and she went " no, dont, im sorry, please stay, i'll leave you alone" so i went back to my room and got bored so i said i was gonna go over to ktinas so that me and her could go tan and at first she said i couldnt go and i told her that i would leave either way, and i got my way. but yeah .. i dont have much else to write about, oh! me and andy are going on another date .. this time just me and him ... hopefully things go good ...

<333 dallas

what a night ...

2005-05-28T06:13:16Z

wow, tonight was great, i got to go to the movies with andy, ktina and nikki to see star wars and it was great times. me and andy held hands like threw the whole movie and he had his arm around me the whole movie and it was just a great feeling. i like reallly like him. him and ktina got into a pop corn fight though, it was funny, but sucked since i was in the middle so i got attacked and andy kept trying to hide behind me. wow i love those 2 there great! i really hope that me and go out, you know like be boyfriend and girlfriend because hes a great guy and i had a blast with him and i felt like so comfortable in his arms... ahh! im rambling on about him, hey this is my journal! i can ramble all i want! lol ... i had star bucks yay! i saw joy and juzzef there, wow i havent seen them in like a while!!! hehe i stole andys hat during the movie and wore it! then after the movie i stole it again and ktina ran off with it then me and nikki ran off acting like we didnt know them, until they caught up with us it was great fun, nikki left before all of those it was saddening! lol but yeah this is gonna be a semi short update because im getting tired, i think i had a little to much sugar tonight ... lol ... and andy is bugging me to finish updating this so that he can go to sleep lol ... so andy .. YOU BETTER COMMENT! and i had a great night tonight, all because of you, i <3 u!

I LOVE YOU TOO KTINA!!!!!!!!

<333 dallas

weeeeeeeeeee

2005-05-24T01:07:08Z

ok, im like extrememly hyper right now, im not sure if its from happiness or if its from like to much sugar but yeah this might be a crazy entry! ok .. so yeah ... i talked to andy before i went to school this morning, i also talked to him after school yup yup, i talk to him a lot but thats a extremely good thing and i get to see him on friday and i so cant wait cause i miss him and i will finally get to see him and just hang out with him and ahh!! lol why the hell didnt i realize that i liked him a while ago? things would've been a lot easier! lol well not easier just happiness would've came faster, but everything happens for a reason and this was the point in time where me and him were suppose to be like this yup yup.

me and megan are all good now, we talked things over, and came to a conclusion that she has spent more time with nathan and everything but whenever i need to talk to her i can just call her up! hehe oh i got my class ring today its sooo pretty i love it!!! hehe well yeah anyways, hmmm ... what to talk about? this is kinda hard to update when right now the only thing on my mind is andy, hehe yeah !! okay i think i will end this update here so that i dont keep rambling on and on and on! lol so comment me people please! lol

<33333 dallas

hi andy!! i <3 u!

=]

2005-05-21T06:20:00Z

okay i am like a lot happier than i was in my last entry, lol, i like had a complete mood change and its like all thanx to 1 person. lol hes like the sweetest/cutest/ nicest person ever! and funny and dorky!!! lol hehe. im going to be hanging out with him soon, not this weekend but the next one, i soo cant wait its going to be awesome!! lol i dont really know what to update about ... lol since i just mainly talked about andy so far so lets see, schools going good im glad its almost out because i get to hang out with my friends and everything. oh! i might be getting a job at jack in the box, i have an interview on tuesday at 3, hopefully i get hired and im going to be a student ambassodor next year, whoohoo! lol well i think thats it for this update. cause this is distracting me from talkin to andy and thats not good! lol love ya all who actually read this!

<333 dallas

emo

2005-05-19T04:32:55Z

hello everyone, well i've had a very emo day. im just confused about so many things and i've just been in an emo mood. if ya know me and are my friend then you know why im confused so no need to type out the whole long story thing lol. i sprianed my ankle and i went to ballet tonight, yeah not smart idea, because i think i might've hurt it more but who knows, cause right now its not hurting but usually when im walkin it does. hehe. well hmmm... what to write about, cant think of anything lol. guys = poopyness lol thats all im going to say. ok thats it for this update.

<3333 dallas
COMMENT!

my eyes feel like there gonna bleed....

2005-05-15T07:59:03Z

time for a update, i really need to start updating this thing more, i think that im going to make a new livejournal im just tired of this one and it has like waaay to many memories going on it, some memories i wish i could forget some that i dont, but dont we all have memories like that? lol well yeah anyways. im tired but im writing in this thing like a cool kid. school sucks, i've broughten my grades up though so im happy about that. sooo anyways. i got my hair done today, i got my bangs cut shorter and my hair blonder. lol, my hair is practically blonde now, i like it, and a lot fo my friends like it so yeah. who would've thought i would be blonde? lol alll last year i had red hair now i have blonde. i kinda want red hair again, maybe next year that will be my style again, i'll be in cosmo class and those girls are known for changing there hair styles alllll the freakin time lol okay well im gonna go to bed and get some sleep. bye bye and night night people.

<3333 dally

whoopsies

2005-04-30T18:45:31Z

haha, whoopsies i havent updated this in a long ass time! wow! lol so lets see whats been going on with me, oh its almost been a month for me and mike <3 .. hehe.. im happy. im probably going to the movies today to see sin city with megan, nathan, and cracker. we did originlly have this big group it was gonna be me, mike, megan, nathan, cracker, stefanie, jon, ashley, ktina and jada. Mike cant go cause he has a basketball game, stefanie had to go out of town, ktina never came over so who knows about her, jada has a swim meet and im not sure about jon and ashley. ooh!! i got realllly good grades on my report card... 4 A's and 3 B's. oh yeah go me! lol not much has gone on.. so i will end this update here and i will try to update within the week.... bye byez <3 ya all

happiness has finally found me...

2005-04-07T23:31:59Z

ok like the title says.... happiness has found me, things like suddenly all got better... except for my mom arguing with me but thats never gonna end... so lets see what has made dallas happy...

--megan of course!!... i have no idea what i would do without that girl
--mike.. hehe my new b/f
--good grades
--me actually getting a B in math... shocking i know
--all my wonderful friends
--cosmetology.. i love that class!! its the best! lol
-- and lots more !!

i hope that this happyness lasts for a while, but hey if it doesnt i have awesome friends to turn too.

i think thats it for this update...and i love meggys and lacey <33 .. those 2 girls rock... lacey, im really happy for you and walter, you seem really happy with him and i hope that it stays that way... oh and u did a realllly good job in biology today <3

time to rant...

2005-03-21T00:36:33Z

okay, why do i go through all the heart break? did god make it to where im the girl that always gets her heart broken? i dont even know anymore... i've gone through so much shit with guys this past year thats its killing me inside and i dont know how much more i can take. When i finally get the chance to open up to someone again they literally go and rip my heart and step on it. im just getting ready to give up on everything, cause is any of this even worth it? do i wanna be sad and depressed all of the time? do i wanna feel like im not capable to be loved in return? theres so many questions going through my little head right now, i dont even know what to say. i just want all of this to end. im tired of crying myself to sleep at night. i just hate all of this. i think im just gonna stay single for a while. not deal with guys. to much heart ache gets involved. but whatever thats it for my ranting.

</3 dallas

nerdcore_prez @ 2005-03-05T13:35:00

2005-03-05T21:38:36Z

I got my nose pierced :) woot woot! lol its so cool. it hurt though, and it bled.ok well thats it got this update.

HAIR!

2005-02-26T23:42:42Z

should i dye my hair dirty blonde with brown high lights or dye it dark brown?!!?!? HELP ME PLEASE! im confused! lol and im getting my hair done tomorrow... lol

hello

2005-02-21T01:20:49Z

im really bored right now and not in a very good mood. my mom is so pissing me off and everything just sucks. Nothings been going good this WHOLE year so far. something always has to go wrong. and boys suck. they majorly suck why is it that the boy you like doesnt like you back, but yet the guy that likes you, you dont like them back? i dont get that. Its confusing. Why can't the guy you like, like you back! lol geez its not rocket science but whatever maybe im just doomed to be single forever. who knows i know i sure as hell don't but yeah. at least i have pretty wrestlers to look at but then it sucks because i cant have them either well.. only in my imagination.

VALENTINES DAY SUCKED MAJOR BOOTAY THIS YEAR! because i didnt have a valentine... and it just made me think ALL day and if you know me then you know its not save to have me think. because all that went through my head was exes. lol because if me and kurt would've stayed together then it would've been me and his 3 month. but nooooo he broke up with me. and last year i had a valentine who was tyler. and yeah we all know how that ended so i dont need to write about it. i got valentines from my friends though! yay!!

HEY HEY HEY! ONE OF A KIND! ok im listenin to the WWF forceable entry CD and its RVD's music. and i loooove that song but yeah. Thats it for this update cause im gonna go bake cookies with my best friend ktina. oh and guess what?! i went to church today with megan and i think im gonna continue going. alright bye byez.

<33 dallas

bleh

2005-02-04T22:43:25Z

man i hate this, valentines day is coming up and guess what? i dont have a valentine and im single which sucks, me and megan decided to be each others valentine since we both dont have one... i <3 her! damnit i really want a boyfriend, i like 2 guys at school, 1 has a g/f and the other one is single but since i seem to be shy sometimes i cant tell him i like him which he probably knows already because of megan....grr arg oh well. p.e. is so much fun because were doing dancing and were learnign swing dancing which is fun! ok well i will update another time. bye byez

<333 dal

whoa lol

2005-01-22T20:24:41Z

well i havent really updated this in a while, well lets see whats been going on with me, we had exams, i did pretty good on them i guess, a couple of them were a little difficult but i got through them. Well I am single, yep it sucks but oh well sometimes things just dont work out. I just dont have good luck with guys cause in the end i usually end up being the one to get hurt but oh well thats life right? I think im gonna go to megans house tonight since she is my best friend along with ktina so it should be fun i love hanging with those 2, we have a blast lol well i think thats it for this update i will update later. bye byez.
<3

School sucks...

2005-01-06T21:23:25Z

hello everyone im at school right now... bored! im in history class and were suppose to be doing research stuff buit i decided to update this sinc ei have a comp at home and i can do research there anyways im bored and im talking with cracker and christina... fun stuff oh yeah well the bell is gonna ring so i WilL UpdAtE this WheN i GEt HOme CRACKER IS MESSING with the KEYBOARD sO thIS Is gonnA TuRn OuT Weird

nerdcore_prez @ 2004-12-31T23:11:00

2005-01-01T07:13:23Z

happy freakin new year hope everyones having a better one then me

16!!!!!!!

2004-12-27T17:30:47Z

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! WOOT WOOT!!! IM 16 OH YEAH!!! you guys should either IM me or call me and say happy birthday so that i can feel special!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay1!!! im 16!!